sometimes I wish I was one of those girls who has 200+ likes, and yes they do exist, I work with some of them.. because two likes on a profile picture seems sad to me. I never wanted to be the ugly friend, but it seems I am.
I never learned how to do my hair, not that its any good anyway, I haven’t cut it in a year and it seems to be taking the longest time possible to grow, I don’t straighten it much, but every time I do, I hope to see it a little longer, and its not really…and as soon as its curly I look basically bald… my body is so gross, but I cant bring myself to eat better, id rather just not eat. Seems I cant make any girlfriends for the life of me, so I guess ill be the ugly loner anyway.
I just feel so not good enough in so many ways, not good enough to be friends with, not good enough for people to like, not good enough to be the pretty one, not good enough to be the hot one, and surely not good enough to be someone’s one,
forever not good enough.
In addition to essentially inventing the computer, Alan Turing also broke the German Enigma Code during World War II which paved the way for the D-Day invasion. The man was a hyper-genius. I’ve read descriptions of his work by mathematical physicist Sir Roger Penrose. He’s been a hero of mine ever since.
The level of thought required to come up with the stuff he came up with is totally beyond my comprehension. I actually did not even know about his orientation until much later. He was prosecuted and ordered to undergo chemical castration. Soon thereafter, he committed suicide by eating a cyanide-laced apple.
The government forced him to take estrogen as a punishment (or “cure”?). He began to develop breasts and other side effects.
He committed suicide by biting into a cyanide laced apple. This is supposedly the inspiration for the name/logo of Apple computers.
and old Apple computers
the apple was a rainbow
Reblogging again because more people need to know about Turing dammit.